On a side note...

So like the title says, nothing much has been happening these days. Whats news is that I'm playing excessive amounts of Grifball! For you poor, uneducated souls here's a link. Do yourselves a favor, get a 360, a copy of Halo 3 and take out your lifes frustations by bashing in people's heads with a Gravity Hammer. Yes, its as fun and dangerous as it sounds :D And yes, people do tend to fly large distances once hit.

http://halo.wikia.com/wiki/Grifball

I'm going for Dandiya tomorrow, should be fun as I just realised that I have NO clothes whatsoever. That doesn't mean I go nude, you people can't handle the awesomeness of that yet :D.

Also, been listening to copious amounts of Jack Johnson, Trivium, Arctic Monkeys and Opeth recently. And brooding about life in general of course. I've realised that life is infinitely weird and full of choices and we spend too much time thinking about repercussions of choices we make. Its time to live a little like those happy fools in movies and perhaps we'll find their fairytale endings.

"We should get together, spend a little time, we can do whatever, and if we get together we'll be twice as clever, just staple it together and call it bad weather."

Songs To Live By Part 1

Something I plan on doing regularly. In short, a list of songs that I think are really froody (yay! an obvious Hitchhikers reference).

10. F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X - The Fall of Troy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQkYNXWXRzk

9. Soul Surfing- Fatboy Slim
8. Cuts Marked in the March of Men- Coheed and Cambria

7. (Waiting for a) Star to Fall- Cabin Crew
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xu2TPdJViEY

6. Parachutes- Pearl Jam

5. Better Together- Jack Johnson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPXU33iquDE

4. Paris Sunrise #7- Ben Harper and the Innocent Criminals

3. Oil and Water- Incubus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-jbmwZYiDGI

2. Earth to Bella pt.1- Incubus

And the No.1 song at the moment-

1. Supersonic- Oasis
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOTsS2mplA0

'You need to find a way for what you wanna say, but before tomorrow,
'Cos my friend said to take you home,
He sits in a corner all alone,
He lives under the waterfall,
Nobody can see him,
Nobody can ever hear him call.'

Queue catchy riff.

From fear through the eyes of madness

So this is my second attempt at blogging. Hopefully this will live a lot longer than the first one. Or maybe not. I have a short attention span to most things, which is rather unfortunate, because sometimes the things I do give my time to just seem to be so unfulfilling. I have the occasional bouts of fear, loneliness and an all pervasive need to understand and better my life. Usually I sit around and wait till this feeling passes. It's almost as if I've given up. What I've given up I have no idea. If emptiness is loneliness and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness then is God empty? I don't particularly believe in God despite the best efforts of people I know (and eventhough I follow and bow to the tradition of capitalizing the G). If He (note the 'H') truly exists then how about some proof. And I'd like it personalized please. Sometimes I think I'm understanding and accepting purely because the alternative is just so tedious to go through. I live for the music, the rush of life when I'm with someone special, the high of a Killing Frenzy! on Halo 3, a clever phrase, an intelligent joke. Am I human? Yes. Am I flawed? Yes I am.

'Debate to understand that we all have a flaw'